These things might come as dickish but know i didn’t mean them to.
I think dreams are not something you can just find by looking around easily. There can be thousand things in life that you dislike,100 things that you kinda like but that one thing for which you want to dedicate your time and fall in love with is something very rare, i call that thing dream.
Finding your dreams… dare i say depends more on luck. So as you quoted Korona was a lucky bitch. So fucking lucky to find the thing she can love all her life, so i also envy her. It’s human nature.
Now some a sky full of stars spoilers.
Korona did dig her own grave but i Kinda can’t blame her for that, she felt the responsibility to not disappoint her mother as i do for my father so i somewhat understand that.
That’s something displayed by both Korona and Akito. Korona at the start didn’t had her dream so she wanted to help Akito in his dreams. To help him look at the starts again, it was her source of happiness.
Akito also when korona discovered her dream of Radio astronomy helped her in achieving that, you can say that akito’s dream was also astronomy so it can be counted as his dream too but I think he was doing this more for Korona rather than himself.
I think we all end up helping someone in achieving their dream is a source of joy for us. seeing other people happy also makes us happy and it feels we accomplished something
Damm now i want to discuss my dreams(or the lack of them). Look away children this next section is full of depressing and uninspiring thoughts. Don’t let me ruin your beautiful life
So i have no dreams. i do a lot of things but i have almost no passion for them. i only study so one day i can relive my father from his responsibility so it’s more like an obligation. When i was young i didn’t think about anything, i was content with messing around with people around me.Then in last two-three years of my life i became conscious about this dream thing. I became depressed every time i just thought about it. i don’t have any dream,what should i spend my life for that kinda depressing shit.
But then…One day i realized ‘does one need dreams to enjoy life?’. Up until now i have been enjoying my life without any worries. Why was that? It was because there were small enjoyable things in life. Talking with my friends and family is fun, studying and learning something amusing is fun, Reading VN’s is fun, talking to you guys and debating about shit is fun.
So then i reached the conclusion that even dreams are something which brings you joy in your life and i had these many little things, sure i wasn’t anywhere near about them as i would be for a dream but still as long as i can have these small jars of joy (sorry couldn’t help myself ) do i really need a dream?.
I guess if you had a dream you can feel like you accomplished in life before dying but i even without a dream can say that i enjoyed my life, i did the things i liked, i felt happy doing them and i had no regrets.
So i don’t need a dream.
i think i got a little sidetracked but anyway.